Day 286/365 (May 31, 2009)

i love how emma always curls her tail up on her body like that when sitting or laying down.

anywho this was not a good day for me. i was in a really depressive mood, like one of the worst i have been in a long while. i know what came over me, and i wish i had someone to talk to and i know what i need but cant get it. (calling this life woes in my tags). i am thankful krysta had volunteered the night before to help sasha and autumn get the little mermaid student tickets because really the thought of getting out of bed (ok well off the couch) for more than a few minutes was painful... enough that i didnt even go to path mark because it was "too far away" i meant to go down eventually and hang for a bit, but well emotionally and mentally i couldnt even though i am sure hanging would have helped.

i spent the day watching lots of tv, including the cute maneater on lifetime. i also finally cleared my inbox and even paid lots of bills... boredom in the highest.

at one point i went grocery shopping and bought some stuff. i made a real dinner of terriyaki beef and yummy mashed potatoes. i ate a lot but it was good. i also did a bunch of dishes

Day 192/365 (February 26, 2009)

Today was another day filled with boredom, but i was able to eat some of one of my favorite cereals Raisin Bran Crunch. Later i had some yummy tomato and avocado.

Failure of the day: Altar Boyzopoly... i made some pretty graphics for the board but for some reason i cant get it to load on the page and i am beginning to think it will not be finished by the anniversary and that makes me more than a little sad!

I found a new show i kind of like called Burn Notice thanks to Grace.

I went to meet Grace outside of Blithe Spirit since she was seeing it.... turns out it ran way longer than they told her and i spent about 40 minutes in Shubert Alley with nothing to do but listen to music and walk around... but i was passed by Christian Anderson, Two Mermaids, and Heidi (so an octopus.)

FInally i left the stage door madness so i could meet Jake for karaoke fun to begin... and we had alot of fun! Grace came when she got autographs but by the end of the night there was alot of singing... as Lympus said we were doing a set. (hehe). But We sang Light My Candle and We Didn't Start The Fire. We failed at Can You Feel The Love Tonight since the words didnt come up and it was the eltn sung version, not the nala and simba sung version. What else did we sing?

We also got Grace in on the action for Wannabe... and she sang New York New York with Jake and i sang Take Me Or Leave Me with her... and i even let her sing Maureen which i never do since i like maureens part better, but that is just the diva in me! So i tried to work Joanne's part. They have a new drink there for Rooms, it is called Romance on the Rocks, and it is very sweet... i liked it but not enough to get it again.

I also decided i like the production people involved with Rooms because they were having lots of fun there too... yay for fun people in TOL!

This picture is my "tourist" picture because when i got off the subway to wal to meet grace i realized i hadnt taken any pictures today so i took this one just in case i didnt take one before midnight... good thing too because it was the only picture all day!

Day 188/365 (February 22, 2009)

I didnt't get to sleep until about 1:30 after i finished playing with my phone in my room, and even though i woke up briefly twice, i didnt officially wake up until like 12/12:30! i got close to 11 hours of sleep and i felt like a mack truck had hit me!

I should have done laundry today but i needed a day of nothing even though i have been quite bored out of my mind the last few days. It was nice to be in my PJs today, and now i have a reason to get up early tomorrow (like 9) so i can do laundry and have clothes since all of mine are now dirty. Grace is staying with us, though not the last two nights because she was visitng family but her bed is still up, and Emma really likes it so if i wasn't playing with her today, or petting her i would find her right there dead center of the bed just napping.

I spent Oscar day watching a crapload of episodes of CSI: Miami which is funny because i cant stand two of the main characters but it kept me entertained today, and i watched a really bad lifetime movie.

Fred will becoming here sometime in the next few hours to stay with us for a while... let the icanhascheezburger quest begin again!

Day 186/365 (February 20, 2009)

My word of the day is BOREDOM.

I did quite a few things today... they include cleaning, job hunting, and then this insanity. i have all this stuff for baked goodness and alot of time on my hands, so i got this crazy idea in my head... and even though it took forever to decorate only 12 cupcakes it kept me occupied and i think they came out all pretty like and i already cleaned up their mess! i really like rainbows, and note all 7 colors are being used!

tonight will be better when i got to Mostly Sondheim!

ps also found out that now James Snyder is doing the Bare reading i cant go to... so i will not only be missing Bare being performed live, i will miss matt doyle, james snyder, and neil haskell singing it.... why cant i be able to become an investor? oh yea... lack of funds!