Day 252/365 (March 26, 2015)

Spent the morning at work, then I forced myself to the gym and then off to Trader Joe's. Luckily there weren't too many people so it went swiftly. Of course the cashier was not listening to me about how to pack the bag so I just gave up and redid it myself as soon as I got to the window area. I also found cookie butter cheesecake squares that I couldn't wait to try. I got home put stuff away, tried the yummy cheesecake, then went out to Schmackary's. I know i visited "the enemy" but I just wanted more sugar and didn't want to have to bake it myself. The cookies are okay in a pinch but just not worth it overall... My moment of weakness in that department is over.

Eventually I met up with Andrey for hot cocoa at Bibble and Sip. I do enjoy that place but it wasn't exactly the happy catch up time I was envisioning because he was glued to his phone the whole time and since I have been feeling pretty sad lately that was sort of like a pushing point for me. I got home and ate more cheesecake and had butterscotch pudding and then felt sick from all the sugar... I usually do not hit sugar overload but I did today.

Watched some TV with the roomies before getting ready for bed. I slept with my "my teddy" bear because I am an adult and that is what you have to do sometimes... but I also had a conversation with myself to try and pull myself into a better place mentally speaking. I just don't feel like I have very much self worth right now and need to get a handle and control of my life again.

Here are Fred and Charlie being cute like.

Day 234/365 (March 8, 2015)

The day didn't start with any real plans but turned out to be lovely! There was crazy crane activity causing craziness on our street.

I left my apartment to meet up with Coleen and some of her friends since she was in town. We got lunch at v{iv} then I ran some errands. I went to Old Navy and Michaels and Harmon. I did so much walking it was nice to be out and not feel frigid! I had a lovely chat with Philippe. Then watched TV with the roomies.

Day 230/365 (March 4, 2015)

Fred tried waking me up again but this time he finally gave up and I fell back asleep and woke up to him sleeping next to me... progress!

I also did something completely impulsive which I am excited about and freaking out about all the same... I am going to Universal Studios next week! Wizarding World of Harry Potter here I come! I do however feel incredibly guilty that Sasha can't come. Karen and I asked her if she could but figured she wouldn't be able to because of her job... we were right but I still feel unbelievably bad but the timing and price were right. Wouldn't have been able to do this over a weekend. I just need out of the miserable NY weather. Of course I am freaking out and started my list!

Spent the rest of the night eating and watching TV, including seeing Kyle Dean's first episode of Nashville! so cool to see!

Charlie did some cuddling and et me put stuff on him.

Day 219/365 (February 21, 2015)

The day turned out to be not as fun as I was expecting since Lola didn't come over. I sent the entire day cuddling with Fred and Charlie and watching tv. I also refrained from baking because I was trying to spare Karen... But it's night time and I'm bored and want to go output don't have anyone to go out with nor do I have a plan.

Fred is holding vigil by the food bowls saying feed us we are starving... there isn't enough food to completely cover the bottom of the dish.

Day 108365 (November 2, 2014)

The day involved training, and going to the gym, and foolishly going to Trader Joe's. Then during the day I did a minor apartment tidy, a bunch of laundry, and a bazillion dishes. I even brought down the down comforter and remade my bed since it had gotten chilly. I got some good news on the Nana front, she came out of her coma in the morning. I woke up with the boys flanked by me. I spent the rest of the day working on clearing off the DVR and watching TV... at one point i went to take a picture of Fred and Karen thought I was going to take a picture of us so I did that also.

Day 21/365 (August 7, 2014)

Whew! It was an early morning as Sasha, Karen, and I began our road trip to Maine to see Marty in Legally Blonde. We made good time and ended up there in pretty good time. We checked into the hotel, unpacked, & met up with Marty for a bit. He took us over to Kennebunkport (& Kennebunck). we checked out some cute shops and I got a delicious lobster roll... yum! Then Karen and I got ice cream from a place she found online called Rocco's. We each got a speculoos and pretzel ice cream that was pretty much to die for!

Then we did a little grocery shopping and called it an early night. our room had a king sized bed (and a pull out sofa) but we all used the bed to watch tv and it was fun.